everday life!

UGH!!! its so early me and kinley have such a big day! first to start off our morning we are headed to go work out with miss kadee smith! we are gonna do insanity,  then we have a lunch in for Gossners and then off to work it is! speaking off I didn't get to tell you I got another job I now work for the family business Gossners and at beehive I'm gonna rock out working two jobs for awhile.   It has been pretty tough not getting child support but honestly I am strong enough that I would rather go without it! but oh well! I did wanna tell you all about this mystery man that has stepped into my and kinleys life! and all I can say is he is SO amazing! he stepped up to the plate and takes on the responsibilities, and doesn't judge me for my past,  but he wanted to date me and my package came extra with a baby but he doesn't even care he loves kinley with all his heart!! he makes me wanna be that much better each and everyday! and I have some super duper exciting news that I really wanna tell you all but I cant not just quite yet......:)   some of the struggles that I have been through and the trials have made me who I am this day, and honestly I wouldn't change them for the world because I have an amazing blessing in my life with my baby girl! you can just look into her eyes and see how innocent and sweet and what a pure heart she is! but all I have to say to you all that are reading this is that we make mistakes in our everyday lives and that will never change we are human, but you can always fix what your doing wrong if you know what it is. but never ever let yourself get defeated because its not worth it to feel down like that! i have been through so much in the last year and it just recently got to me that I had put up and went through things that in all honesty I didn't have to go through but I am glad I did. now I just have built up stronger and stronger and nothing can get to me or tear me down....... nothing!