"If someone can't handle you at your worst, they don't deserve you at your best."

everday life!

UGH!!! its so early me and kinley have such a big day! first to start off our morning we are headed to go work out with miss kadee smith! we are gonna do insanity,  then we have a lunch in for Gossners and then off to work it is! speaking off I didn't get to tell you I got another job I now work for the family business Gossners and at beehive I'm gonna rock out working two jobs for awhile.   It has been pretty tough not getting child support but honestly I am strong enough that I would rather go without it! but oh well! I did wanna tell you all about this mystery man that has stepped into my and kinleys life! and all I can say is he is SO amazing! he stepped up to the plate and takes on the responsibilities, and doesn't judge me for my past,  but he wanted to date me and my package came extra with a baby but he doesn't even care he loves kinley with all his heart!! he makes me wanna be that much better each and everyday! and I have some super duper exciting news that I really wanna tell you all but I cant not just quite yet......:)   some of the struggles that I have been through and the trials have made me who I am this day, and honestly I wouldn't change them for the world because I have an amazing blessing in my life with my baby girl! you can just look into her eyes and see how innocent and sweet and what a pure heart she is! but all I have to say to you all that are reading this is that we make mistakes in our everyday lives and that will never change we are human, but you can always fix what your doing wrong if you know what it is. but never ever let yourself get defeated because its not worth it to feel down like that! i have been through so much in the last year and it just recently got to me that I had put up and went through things that in all honesty I didn't have to go through but I am glad I did. now I just have built up stronger and stronger and nothing can get to me or tear me down....... nothing!

And so it begins!

This is the start of a great new hobby so hopefully I can keep up to date with what is going on in my everyday life.  Well so much has happened in the last year I don't even know where to start! I guess I can just start of with well I am a single proud mom to a beautiful baby girl named Kinley Marie I love her with all my heart! she has been the biggest blessing in my life and helped me to grow and mature and to realize what values and standards are important! me and Kinley have been through a lot the last 11 months from day one having a life changing experience, since the day I conceived up to the day she was born, but we held tight and hung in there. and I am ready to let all of you be apart of our growing and learning experiences!  But anyways I work part time and I am trying to go to school and a few other things are in the making as well but I am not going to mention it until it gets to be a little bit closer to time!! Valentines day was just two days ago and must I say my work was PRETTY DARN BUSY! I am a Hostess at The Beehive Grill!!   I love staying busy while I am at work it makes time go by so much faster! I do love my job the people there are like a second family to me and I love each and everyone of them dearly!  I had a fantastic Valentines day I got to go to lunch with the most amazing guy that has been apart of my life and an answer to my prayers! I will tell you a little bit more about him later but he is a huge part of my and kinley's life...... anyways he took me to lunch for Valentines Day before I had to go to work, and must I say lunch was delicious at good ole Jimmy Johns! and I got a set of earrings and also a pearl set as well and I absolutely love them! I got him..... well SHHHH don't tell but he is a die hard twilight fan and so I thought I would surprise him with the new movie that just came out!! but he guessed it before I got to give it to him. I also got him two pictures of me and kinley put them in frames, and made a mold of kinleys footprints kinda cheesy but he loved it! but all in all my Valentines day was a definite success!!